3/05/2008 noone but me from URL @ 3:10 PM
I went to the polyclinice to see the doctor cos i was having a mild diarrhoea. I left the polyclinic with medicine for flu & sore throat; none for diarrhoea. weird :/
The doctor said that my throat was pretty bad and he wanted to make me an appointment with CGH's specialist; but i declined, haaaha. & he was quite shocked when i said its been going on for a couple of months, (Rupini says a few years already, Nicole says permanent HAHA) accompanied by flu & cough every now and then. Is that bad? Hmm.
My heart hurts. That worries me more. It hurts everytime i move or laugh. My mom says its probably over-exertion of the chest muscles, i hope its really that. But, the heart is a muscle too isnt it? Unless, (haha the thought of it is silly) someone out there's breaking my heart & i don't know just yet. :/ maybeimdying:( Anyway, its a rainy Wednesday afternoon and im at home listening to lovely songs. Someone called to bitch about me to my mom. BOO YOU, grahh. I shall show you the effort that im putting in just that you're not seeing. May you trip and fall & break yr heels and toenails, grahh.
I feel like dropping out of school & joining the UN salvation army or sth. Seriously, i'll be making more difference in the world than what i'm doing now. Eating sleeping eating sleeping & ya, going to school. Such a pig. I've been spending too much time with Rupini, hahaha. & you make me wna slap you, seriously. You are so cheap laaa. Do you think i'm so dumb to not realise what you're doing? Well, i think you can't be that dumb. Definately dumb, cos of doing what you're doing; but not dumb to the extent of you not realising that i know what you're doing too. Somedays i want to slap you so hard & shake you upside down. But most days i just think of you, sigh & shake my head. Cos you've turned out to be a disappointment. -don't jump to conclusions. zaz said she brought extra shoes to change into, so that when it rains her new shoes wont get dirty. so i told her to buy a raincoat for her precious new shoes instead. & she actually thought that such a thing exists & wanted to buy red colour raincoat for her shoes somemore. L! HAHAHHA. Eh syimah! you got friend to join you in the 'GREAT BRAIN HUNT' already. HAHAHA.
&&& hello lovelies, next time don't eat tulang, followed by roti john, followed by sugar cane juice. Its eternal love, but it also equals to mild diarrhoea, haaaha.
:D
when i need you, you're almost here & i know thats not enough.